In a dream, I see a women rocking a baby singing to them a song, and for some reason I felt like it was my mother, when I was a human. I was happy to know I had a past until a few more dreams of it, with more detail and a guy with a mask on pulled out a shot gun and you hear a women screaming and a baby crying....then two bangs...

I want to know who killed them....I felt like I was the child though...Each time I see this, I wake up in a cold sweat...

I kinda wish I lived my life instead of being killed as a child in the human world...at least that's how I think I died... I wish my mother was like that...not hurting me and pulling my horn and pulling me to the ground hard..not calling me weak and other names...

Part of me though feels happy they did this, other wise I wouldn't see Aiko at the border...but part of me wishes it would stop so kids didn't have to pick on me for being weak... "Demons aren't supposed to he weak" they say and I get beat up,  just because I tried acting cool...or I tried helping someone...

One day...One day I'll get them back...oh what a wonderful day it will be seeing them slowly dying and crying for mercy... The problem will be what would Aiko think...?