...I was just a normal high-school student. Nothing special was about me, except that I was a guy and, in the same time, loved other guys instead of girls. But I was totally usual in all other aspects. I just went to school, made homework, played video games, and all that stuff which normal boys do.
But one day turned my life upside down...
That day, a new teacher was introduced to our class. When I saw him for the first time, my heart started to beat fast... I understood that I felt in love with him from the first sight.
I dreamed about him all the time. He taught us strange things, like, how to use cold weapons, how to ambush, how to be sneaky and stealthy and how to wipe out fingerprints and blood. But I never asked, why he teaches us such an extravagant subject. I just studied that subject diligently, trying to curry favor of this god-like handsome man. I tried so hard, that I became the best student of the class. The teacher noticed my diligence and started to be more and more nice to me with time. He was so kind to me, that I finally decided to confess him.
Today I said him that I have to say him something after the class, and he agreed to listen to me.
When he said that he agree, my cheeks blushed. "He will stay here with me, one-on-one!" - thought I, and my heart has beaten like crazy!.. I barely could stand on my own two feet.
Finally, when everyone else had gone, we stayed near each other without saying anything for awhile.
And then, I gathered up my courage and said: - You know, teacher...
I wanted to say you, that I love men...
Teacher was surprised a bit, but then, he smiled warmly to me and said:
- It's fine. But why are you telling me this?
And I said:
- Because... because...
The words stuck in my throat, I couldn't speak a word. But teacher smiled so warmly and openly to me, that I summoned up the last of my strength and blurted out: "Because I love you, teacher!"
And in this very moment...
...teacher came closer and holded my hand.
Indescribable wave of emotion came over me, so I almost fainted. Can it be, that he feels the same?!..
He hugged me gently and passionately in the same time and whispered weird things in my ear:
- I love you, too, but there is a thing, which don't let us be together, - said him.
- There is nothing which can stand between us! - said I passionately.
The teacher took a breath and continued:
- The problem is, that I'm not a man. At least, not JUST a man...
My heart skipped a bit.
- What? - asked I, - what do you mean?
And the teacher answered:
- Actually, I'm not even a human. I'm an alien from a distant planet, who have 34328948394 genders and can take any shape and any sex they want. - answered him.
I was shocked. I almost heard how all of my dreams shattered into pieces.
He said he wasn't a man...
...which means that I was deceived! My love wasn't actually a boys love!
I silently put his hand off and came stumbling out of a room.
But I didn't manage to go too far.
In the very moment, when I turned out from my teacher, I felt a huge strike of pain, and a tip of a weird weapon showed itself from my chest. I was stabbed in my back.
I have started crying. "Why?" - asked I. - "Why did you make it to me?"
Teacher sighted heavily and answered:
- Because you just PRETENDED to learn my lessons, but you didn't REALLY learned them. Didn't I say you that you shouldn't turn your back on ANYONE?
- Yes, you did... - answered I, and a trickle of blood came out from my mouth.
- And didn't I say that you shouldn't stay with anyone dangerous one-on-one?
- Yes, you did... - answered I, crying from pain.
- And didn't I said that you shouldn't believe a bullshit? - asked he one more question.
- Yes, you did... - answered I, and fell on the floor.
He looked at me coldly and emotionless and said: "You was the only one from the class, who show promise, but even you ended up to be a BAD student. I'm disappointed. You don't deserve to attend my lessons anymore. "
I felt that I'm dying. But at the last moments of my life, a weird thought stroke my head. So, I asked him with a silent trembling voice:
- But if the thing about 34328948394 genders was a bullshit... does it mean, that you are actually a man?
- Yes... we can assume this, - answered a teacher.
My face lightened for a moment.
- But it means, - continued I, smiling through pain, - that there was at least a little piece of boys love in my short life?..
Teacher rolled his eyes and said: "Yes, if it is so important for you".
I closed my eyes forever, smiling, because the last words, which I heard, were so sweet to my ears.
The teacher wiped out the blood and fingerprints and took my body from the class stealthy in a big sport bag, without drawing any attention.
Then he went to the school backyard and buried me here.
But I didn't mind. Because my grave will always stay near my favorite school, where my beloved teacher teaches his weird lessons. And because, after all, I died happily, since I had a boy love in my life.
THE END.
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