Jasper and I just ended our leadership argument. Jasper went into his bedroom and I soon followed into mine. We decided rooms a while ago, the girls would share considering Elly couldn’t scream or really talk if something were to happen. Anyways. In my room I decided to meditate, I thought it was a good way to gain peace of mind. I decided to meditate in a certain way I read about and never did try, it’s deep concentration. A deep breath and concentrating on your breath, and feeling everything around you. All precenses.

I felt something similar to a stab wound in my heart, and all throughout my body. I know you aren’t supposed to feel pain but I continued to meditate, no stop. The pain grew and eventually I couldn’t take it anymore. I stopped meditating just in time to hear Jaspers scream. That’s when it started.

Kristen and I just got done with our leadership argument. I thought I could win and convince him to be leader but his points were valid, I hate when he’s right but that’s why he should be leader. Elly and Emm just stayed out of it, I didn’t wanna drag them into it and Kris didn’t either I don’t think.

“Let’s continue this argument tomorrow” I said, I just wanted time to think about all of this. I mean it’s crazy, Kris calmed us about it a while ago but it still bothers me. How is Kristen so calm about it? How did I get calm about it? It’s like we have been here before. This situation is really unfamiliar to me, but feels like I just walked into my home of 10 years.

“Sure Jas, whatever you need.” Kristen responded a little late, I then went to my room. I heard another door shut which I assumed was Kristen going into his room. I then remembered an old meditation thing Kris told me about a while ago, I had never tried it but figured it may be calming. I proceeded to do as I remembered.

Deep breaths, feeling everything, all lifeforms, all presences. After about 30 minutes I felt pain, it was confusing I didn’t understand so I stopped.

“Stupid meditation, wasn’t worth.” I said silently kind of butt hurt that I felt pain, the pain was in my head so I thought I had gotten a headache. I was wrong, it was so much more.

I layed down and noticed I could tell that Kristen was also meditating, I could hear him, see him through the wall, same for Elly and Emm. They had laid down ready for bed. I thought I was hallucinating so I just closed my eyes and slept. It was not long until I saw something I never wanted to see again.

What I saw.... was the future.