Read Lockout of Sanity [Mature] :: Chapter 12. Flesh (Mature)

~This is not the way into my heart, into my head, into my brain, into none of the above. This is just my way of unleashing the feelings deep inside of me. This spark of black that I seem to love~

That kiss tastes like ecstasy for CJ. Better than ecstasy, in fact. He only sees red in the cell. And the glassy blue-eyes of the boy he kissed. A little lick of his lips, he can taste iron of the red liquid. He likes the taste of blood. Especially when it’s smeared all across Yuri’s lips now.

~We can get a little crazy just for fun, just for fun. Don't even try to hold it back. Just let go. Tie me up and take me over till you're done, till I'm done. You've got me feeding and I'm ready to blow~

They are lying naked in a pool of blood of a cell that does not belong to them. CJ is on top of Yuri, pinning him down with a subtle force. He couldn’t get enough of wanting the other prisoners to suffer and die. He wanted to make this whole prison his so that the only person he sees will be Yuri alone.

~Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh. Get undressed, Taste the flesh. Bite into me harder, sink your teeth into my flesh. Pass the test. Taste the flesh~

And maybe by then, when there’s no one else left to kill, he can finally settled for the taste of Yuri’s flesh scattered in pieces. He wanted to be the one who kills him. He wanted to be the one who dominates him. He wanted to be the only one who gets to see Yuri’s face finally submitting to fear.

~Hold me up against the wall. Give it till I beg. Give me some more. Make me bleed I like it rough, Like it rough, rough, rough. Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh~

It had been a cycle for them for almost a month now. Death, ‘the chair’, and sex. It’s like an addiction. They can’t stop. They love to inflict pain, they don’t mind being electrocuted, and they surely don’t mind tasting each other’s flesh.

~Hold my hands above my head and push my face into the bed ‘cause I'm a screamer, baby, make me a mute. You put your hand upon my neck and feel the pulse beat beat beat beat. It's like a trigger get me ready to shoot. Wanna wrestle with me baby here's a sneak little peek. You can dominate the game ‘cause I'm tough. I don't play around that often. When I do, I'm a freak. So you'd better believe I like it rough~

It seems like The Chief had given them access to any cell that they wanted to enter. The guards let them do as they pleased as long as they’ll be sent to ‘the chair’ afterwards. And not like any other prisoner, both Yuri and CJ always survive ‘the chair’. This had provoked questions among other prisoners if they really are ‘invincible’ or if The Chief is involved in cutting them some slack. But what can they do about it even if the accusation is true? The Chief himself is invincible.

~Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh. Get undressed, Taste the flesh. Bite into me harder, sink your teeth into my flesh. Pass the test. Taste the flesh. Hold me up against the wall. Give it till I beg. Give me some more. Make me bleed I like it rough, Like it rough, rough, rough. Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh~

CJ and Yuri didn’t care. All they want is blood. And obviously, out of everyone’s obliviousness, they realize that The Chief, AC, is as sick as them too in some way to have even allowed this to take place. All this killings and mutilations… But they refuse to let themselves bother too much with the thought as long as they got what they want.

~Hold me down and make me scream. Lay me on the floor. (Fuck me on the floor, baby, fuck me on the floor). Turn me on and take me out. Make me beg for more~

Hiking up Yuri’s spread legs on both of his shoulders, CJ intrudes Yuri’s entrance with a violent force. Even the uncaring blue-eyed boy screamed a little to the shock and pain of the entrance. CJ thrusts in and out of Yuri’s ass repeatedly with a little grunt escaping his mouth here and there for each slam. And Yuri was screaming all the while due to both pleasure and pain. He can’t decide which feeling is more empowering than the other. But he knows for sure that he is enjoying them both.

When CJ finally cum, he had made sure that he had pulled Yuri’s hair until his neck almost snap from the impact just for the fun of it. Almost. He lets his creamy white liquid fill Yuri’s small hole until it leaks out onto the floor of the cell mixing with the thick red blood. A little sick but satisfied smile emerges on CJ’s face. And Yuri was clearly amused by the torture placed on him. He didn’t mind.

And this is only because he had already played out so many situation in his mind of how he’s gonna end CJ’s life. It must happen from the neck. Because CJ’s neck turns him on every time. He had fantasized of so many ways he would kill CJ with strangulation, mutilation, and humiliation. He desires to do something big. Something that would make him becomes a true legend. Not that it matters much to him anyway. But he just wanna do it for the sake of doing it. No hard feelings.

Yuri rises up slowly as he pulls his ass away from CJ ensuring that CJ’s dick is forced out of it and pulls CJ’s face closer to him in the nick of time for a sweet kiss before wrapping his fingers around CJ’s pretty neck. One clear intention in mind. But maybe it was the taste of blood that had infected their tongues, or maybe it was the seductively evil smile that remains on CJ’s lips, or it could be just the rush of the fear he feels filling the air produced by other prisoners surrounding them that had made him hesitate. He can’t press his fingers on CJ’s skin so that he’ll choke. Instead, he kisses him even gently. And they both got lost in the kiss. All they see is red and their longings for one another’s flesh.

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LYRICS CREDITS:

Simon Curtis – Flesh

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