She goes to the punch table and grabs the drinks and she goes back towards the way she came noticing how easy it was to get through there.

She looks up and her small smile quickly fades.

Soushi dances with emma just a few feet away.

And he looks so happy.

So fucking happy.

And it's not her he's dancing with.

Fuck.

Fuck Fuck fuck.

Her eyes are tearing up and she's wearing makeup because of the persistence of Maria.

Fuck her life.

She starts to run back to Dani best she can with out hitting anyone.

A slow song is playing and it's very not great because it's a song that she and Soushi both like.

It's Ed Sheeran's "Perfect".

A song that Soushi had said he'd sing to the girl he loved.

Fuck.

And she bets he's singing it to emma right now.

She.

She'd always imagined him singing it to her.

She looks at the floor trying to will her tears back in.

And someone hits her.

Someone hits her hands and the drinks fling all over her dress.

Welp.

This night just got ten times better.

"Oh-!" The Alpha boy that had hit her turns from his, from the smell of it she's his mate, and he reaches hands towards her not sure what to do,"God I'm so sorry um..." He takes the cups from her hands and hands them to his mate,"Can I help or?"

Clementine looks her dress over.

Yeah punch is red like her dress.

But the punch is darker than her dress.

So it shows horribly.

That and this dress.

Is Maria's.

Its Maria's present to her daughter and shes ruined it!

She shakes her head the tears finally appearing on her cheeks,"Um no... Its fine..." She laughs sarcastically,"Its all just fine!"

The boy frowns looking guilty and his mate just kinda looks slightly embarrassed.

Clementine looks around to see if anyone had seen or heard their little problem because it was really quiet because of the slow song and everybody just hugging each other silently.

Oh yep.

There are at least 25 eyes on her and the couple.

But she only notices a simple pair of beautiful crimson eyes.

Fuck her.

He's giving her that completely concerned look and she just can't see that right now.

She doesn't want Soushi's fucking pity!

Fuck him!

He can't even realize anything because he's so damn dense!

She grabs the cups from the girl looking like she could kill someone with mascara running down her face.

She looks awful and she knows it.

Clementine storms over to the punch table again with about 50 eyes on her by now even though a new song is playing and its really loud and annoying.

She slams a cup down and looks at a guy,"Which one is fucking spiked!?"

The guy looks startled and he shrugs making a fake I don't know face.

"Listen buddy-" she scoots close to him giving off a scent just enough for him to smell.

Its threatening too.

"If You don't tell me which fucking punch is spiked I will literally drown you in it..." She snarls through clenched teeth.

The guy nods quickly and points at the bowl in the middle,"T-that one-"

She drinks several cups of it before getting Dani some that isn't spiked and she goes back over to him slightly tipsy.

He grins when he sees her, "Took you long en- Woah! What the fuck? Clem?" He stands.

Clementine hands him his drink and she grabs her heels storming out,"I'm just- leave me alone for a while Dani..." She hits the doors and goes outside into the school courtyard.

Shes the only one out here.

Which she doesn't mind at all.

Clementine plops down on one of the picnic tables and she sighs slowly.

She takes her hand and runs it down her dress where the wet area is.

Fuck.

Maria was so sweet to give her this dress and she just.

She just ruined it.

And Soushi he.

He was so happy with that dumb beta.

He probably sang that stupid fucking song to her and Clementine's feelings.

Her feelings are just worthless.

Her feelings don't matter only Soushi being happy.

So she wipes at her eyes as she once again cries by herself because she doesn't want to hurt anybody with her words or with how she feels.

Clementine can't help it that shes seen him as her alpha since she was 13 years old.

Ever since her first heat.

And now he's been with so many girls and each and every time he's been hurt by them she has to watch him cry and suffer.

And yet she has to watch him smile at them and be happy with them.

And then when they break his heart.

She has to watch him suffer too.

And she hates it and all she wants to do is take him to her nest and tuck him away so nobody hurts him ever again.

He's hers.

That's how she's always seen it but always denied it.

And everytime she sees him with another omega or beta it's like she's being broke up with even though he's not even her boyfriend.

Clementine loves him.

Loves him so fucking much.

And not just as her best friend and that makes it worse.

Clementine rubs at her eyes as the tears come faster and harder.

Shit this sucks.

She hiccups and digs in her jacket pulling out makeup removing wipes.

Thanks Maria.

She wipes all the make up off and uses the tiny mirror to make sure it was all off.

Yeah its all off.

But her cheeks are red and puffy from the tears that are still streaming.

And just by looking at them starts a new and fresh cry.

She sniffles loudly and wipes at her eyes.

The doors behind her open and close.

She ignores it thinking its just two dumb pups her age are coming out here to make out or grind each other.