please don'r say that

It really hurts cause I can't say it back

I really am sorry

 I wanna be able to say it. 

 So why can't I?

You say so much flattery

I told you who I WAS

You only change to make me feel happy

Don't

Do not change because YOU feel it would be better for both of us

Do you know how angry I was?

To hear you yell at me then tell me to forget it, to think as if you said nothing

I can't do that! You know why?!?

I have been hurt enough by people like you

Hit, screamed at, emotionally used, and even worse sexually assaulted

I don't wanna be the bad guy,who hurts you and leaves you

So that is why I leave and have time for myself or change the subject, because your heart is more fragile than mine

You say "we males are easy to get over a hurt feeling or other things, while you females need the extra support"

that is nice and all but to a point, I don't need you telling me where I am to stand in society, and the person who needs to do stuff to cheer you up or to feel the certain feelings you tell me to.

It stings

that word

                       LOVE

So please don't say you love me

it only hurts more

those are words I am just not to sure I understand yet...

 and maybe one day.... I will be able to say it again.

but for now... Love is only a figmant of my pure imagination

so pure and un-changeable.

One day. I swear by it, I will learn love and so will you.