WARNING- contains toxic relationships, needles and minor abuse

Please don't go

I promise you won't regret it

Please don't go

Talking to you makes me hate myself less

Please don't go

you mean so much to me

Please 

you look at me with disgust

tears prick my eyes but you watch me and laugh

I will get onto my knees

 You still hit me

You still try to get rid of me

You lied

You said you loved me.... don't

Please go! I need to breathe

You reach for my arm

LET GO! I DON'T NEED YOU!

you pull me in and put a needle in my arm

I scream in pain, and fall down to my knees 

I try to reach up, but everything goes... blank

I wake up

everything is blurred.

I can't remember anything.

Oh he is here

" Hello my love!" I yell into the distance ignoring the pain.