“So apparently Cassius thinks that Miles is super cute or something like that.” I was laying down on Jaxons bed with my hands behind my head when he made that comment. I furrowed my eyebrows and just looked at him. 

 “Seriously? You know what, good. Let him have Miles so he will leave you alone now, that just means less issues for me.” Jaxon laughed at me and then leaned up against the wall so he could make himself more comfortable. 

 “You sure about that? Cause if him and Cass start dating that means he is gonna be around more.” I could have smacked him for that. 

 “Uh no. What? I do not approve of this message what so ever.” I am so glad somebody thinks that I am hilarious, he just keeps laughing at everything that I say and I for one don’t really find it all that funny.

I am once again ‘babysitting’ Jaxon because his parents just had to get out of the house again, not that I mind or anything. Jaxon told met that since he went out last night it was their turn because they said he doesn’t get to have all of the fun. 

I am still going to act like I have no idea what he is talking about just to see what he has to say. 

“What was what? I am a bit confused.” Jaxon glared at me, which was kind of hot.

“Oh so you don’t remember you basically barging into the bathroom on me last night and stealing my face for your own personal pleasure?” Okay the way that he worded that most definitely made me sound like some type of creepy serial killer. 

That is not how it happened at all, he could be exaggerating just a bit. 

He sat up straight and then hit my arm lightly, obviously I pretended that it hurt to make himself feel a little better. “Simply kiss—oh shut up Elliot. You know what you were doing.” I raised an eyebrow at him because I am curious where he is going with this kind of talk. 

“What exactly was I doing Jaxon?” I could see his cheeks turn to a shade of red which was absolutely adorable to see. 

“You were just...teasing me.” He did his best to say the right words without making it out to be lewd or anything like that. 

“Now come on, don’t act like you didn’t like it.”

“I never said that!” This was becoming really fun with him right now. 

“Then what are you trying to say? Hmm?” He sat still for a minute, clearly trying to think of his next words. 

“Why did you stop?” He said it so softly that I almost didn’t catch what was said. Was he being shy towards me? 

Of all the times to be shy he was doing it right now? The same guy who practically pulled me in is acting like he is shy? I ain’t haven’t that. 

“Why did I what?” 

“Why did you stop? No one would have noticed that we were even gone for long.” His words were a little surprising to me, this is the Jaxon that I know. 

“Is there something else you would have wanted me to do then?” He wasn’t trying to stop this conversation and I was wanting to see where it would go. 

I wasn’t going to act upon anything because I just don’t feel like it is time to do anything like that but I wanna know what he has to say. 

“It just would have been nice to have your lips against mine a little longer is all.” His cheeks were so red, so that is all he wanted? Was for me to kiss him longer?

Hell I can do that now. 

So without saying anything I leaned up on my elbows and with one of my hands I put it on the back of his neck and pulled him close to me. 

Our lips weren’t connected yet and I was making sure that he stayed close enough to where it was in fact a tease for him. 

His eyes kept going from my lips back up to my eyes, just by looking at him I knew exactly what he was wanting but I wasn’t going to give him that full satisfaction.

Right when I was about to lick his lips he beat me to it with him asking me for an entrance. I was not about to reject him so I parted my lips so he could slide his tongue in to clash with mine. 

I could tell that he was enjoying this a lot, he grabbed a hold of my shirt and made me get closer to him. As much as I was loving this I was not going to let it go any further than us kissing. Was I going to stop him from pulling me close, well no. 

But if he started reaching for areas that were prohibited that was when I was going to have to stop. Before I knew it though Jaxon was moving, not once breaking apart from our kiss, so that he could sit on my lap. It happened so fast that I wasn't sure what to do.

All that I knew was that I was enjoying this, I put my hands on his waist and held onto him a little tight. He moaned into the kiss which caused me to feel some type of way. 

This was starting to feel too good and I knew that if I did keep this going I wasn't going to be able to stop. So as much as I really didn't want to, I pulled away from him and looked right at him. 

Both of our chests were moving up and down, trying our best to catch our breath. By the look on his face I could tell that he was upset that I once again stopped us from going any further. 

"Elliot..." He whined out my name whic sounded amazing to me. I had to keep my composure though. 

"I know, but we can't go too fast. Not yet Jaxon." He sighed in defeat before moving off of me and laying his head on my lap. 

"You're no fair Elliot, you know that right?" 

"Life isn't fair." Right as I said that we heard the door open upstairs which indicated that his parents had just got home. 

Perfect fucking timing let me tell you. He let out a groan and continued to lay down on me. "I don't want to move." 

"Jaxon? Elliot?" And there goes his mom already worrying about her baby boy. I gently pushed him off of me and stood up so that way just in case she came down here she couldn't assume anything. 

"We are down here!" He yelled up at her. He quickly walked up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist to give me a hug. 

"We have all the time in the world Jax, okay?" He looked up at me with those honey brown eyes of his and gave me a smile. 

I kissed him on his forehead before letting him go so that we could go up to the stairs and greet his parents and so I could make my departure.

He turns fifteen soon I think and I think I want to wait until he does get a little older before I go any further with him just so I don't feel as bad. I just don't want to give his parents any reason to hate me if they ever find out about us. 

Maybe when he is a bit older things will be easier for him and I.