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The Golden Spider

The Male Lead

The Male Lead

Jun 08, 2021

On the Xixi Wetlands Park ferry, a very young man heard a girl crying and trying to hide it.  His name was Sheng Ruzhao.  He wore thin gold-rimmed glasses perched on a high bridged nose which could easily gotten him the role of Sherlock Holmes if he were as thin as that detective is supposed to be.  However, Sheng Ruzhao was built like an ox.  A large ox. 

Back to the crying girl. The two of them were sitting toward the back of the ferry, on the seats which faced each other, though she was sitting in the corner while he was in the middle on the other side.  She, like he, was wearing a school uniform.

Some girls can cry beautifully, mainly the White Lotus type, because for them crying is more of a tactic than an emotional response.  Lin Jiaying was not a pretty crier.  Her eyes and nose swelled up when she cried, and her entire face reddened. 

Yet to Sheng Ruzhao, her face made him think of a pink flower drenched in rain. 

Of such stuff is White Moonlight made. 

It helped that after kindergarten, all the schools he went to were all-male private schools, so he often literally went weeks without talking to or even seeing in person a member of the opposite sex who was anywhere near his age.

“Are you all right, Miss?” he asked, greatly daring. “Do you need a handkerchief?” She had a paper tissue in her hands but she was crying it into pieces.     

His heart started beating fast and his face flushed because He! Was! Talking! To! A! Girl!!!   He reached in his inner jacket pocket and pulled out a plain white cotton square which could have served as a flag of truce.  “You can have mine.  It’s perfectly clean.”  

“I—I—thank you, but I couldn’t trouble you,” she said. 

“It’s no trouble,” he said.  “Honestly, I’ve carried handkerchiefs in my pocket for three years now, and I don’t think I’ve used one more than half a dozen times, mostly for when a drink gets spilled or something.”

“Why carry them if you don’t use them?” she asked.

“It’s part of the school uniform,” Shen Ruzhao replied. “’A gentleman should always have a clean, pressed handkerchief in his pocket at the beginning of the day.’  We get demerits if we don’t have one.”  His heart had gone from pounding to racing.  An actual conversation!

“What kind of school—?” she began, and then, for the first time, she looked at him.  As expected, her eyes widened as she took in exactly how tall he was.

“One meter ninety-seven,” he said, because people always asked.  “And I’m eighteen, so I’ll probably add a few more centimeters before I stop growing.”  The average height of men in China was about one meter seventy, although that was creeping up to one meter eighty in urban areas thanks to improved nutrition.   Being tall was usually an attractive and positive attribute, but in his case, it had gotten out of hand years before.  He could not count how many times he had bruised or cut his head on low-hanging light fixtures or door frames, and even his school uniforms had to be custom tailored to fit him.    

“That is very tall,” she agreed.

“My name is Sheng Ruzhao,” he volunteered.  "Sheng as written for 'Life',  Ru as in 'Scholarly' and Zhao as in 'Excellent'."

“I’m Lin Jiaying,  Lin as written for 'Forest',  Jia as in 'Good', and Ying written as 'Intelligent,” she replied, looking at his face rather closely.  “Excuse me for asking, but are you by chance related to Mr. Sheng Jianyu?”

“He’s my grandfather,” Sheng Ruzhao told her.  “People often say I look rather like him.”

“You sound something like him, too.  He’s my family’s advisor—and a very distant cousin of my grandmother’s.  I always call him ‘Greatuncle.’   Have we ever met?  I’ve been to many banquets and gatherings with your family.” 

He winced a little.  “My place in the family is…awkward.”  Anyone in their circle would know what that meant, especially when he looked so much like his grandfather.  He was illegitimate.  “The aunts didn’t want me going to the same schools or socializing with my cousins.”

“I’m sorry,” she said, and she really did look sympathetic.

“It’s all right,” he smiled wryly.  “In truth, I’ve done better in school than any of my cousins, and Grandfather made sure I didn’t lack anything.  The only thing I missed out on was…” He almost said, meeting you, but changed it to, “social opportunities. I think those matter more when you get older, anyway.  So—are you all right?” 

That might have been a tactical error, as her pretty face crumpled again.  “No!  Today’s been horrible!  I was going to go on a picnic with my classmates, and I’d really been looking forward to it—I haven’t had a single nice thing happen in months.  Then I found out they didn’t want me there because I ruin the fun.  The girl I thought was my best friend for years actually can’t stand me, the boy I—he doesn’t like me the way I liked him, and he never will!  His mother tricked me into meeting her and she bullied me.”

“Uh—here!”  He reached out and tucked the handkerchief into her hands.  “I’m sorry.  I wish there was something I could do—uh—would you like to go on a picnic with me? Right here in the park?”

A/N: A person’s White Moonlight is their first love, especially the one which got away, idealized and unsullied by the mundane reality of life.   Also, one meter ninety-seven centimeters is 6 foot four and a half inches tall.  Shen Ruzhao is a big guy!  If you're wondering why they explain their names, it's because there are lots of words in Mandarin Chinese which sound almost exactly the same but are written very differently.    The poem 'Lion Eating Poet in the Stone Den'  has ninety-four characters, all of which are pronounced 'shi'.     In English, it goes 

« Lion-Eating Poet in the Stone Den »

In a stone den was a poet called Shi Shi, who was a lion addict, and had resolved to eat ten lions.

He often went to the market to look for lions.

At ten o’clock, ten lions had just arrived at the market.

At that time, Shi had just arrived at the market.

He saw those ten lions, and using his trusty arrows, caused the ten lions to die.

He brought the corpses of the ten lions to the stone den.

The stone den was damp. He asked his servants to wipe it.

After the stone den was wiped, he tried to eat those ten lions.

When he ate, he realized that these ten lions were in fact ten stone lion corpses.

Try to explain this matter.


In Pinyin, which is the romanization of Mandarin Chinese into English letters,  the same poem reads:

« Shī Shì shí shī shǐ »

Shíshì shīshì Shī Shì, shì shī, shì shí shí shī.

Shì shíshí shì shì shì shī.

Shí shí, shì shí shī shì shì.

Shì shí, shì Shī Shì shì shì.

Shì shì shì shí shī, shì shǐ shì, shǐ shì shí shī shìshì.

Shì shí shì shí shī shī, shì shíshì.

Shíshì shī, Shì shǐ shì shì shíshì.

Shíshì shì, Shì shǐ shì shí shì shí shī.

Shí shí, shǐ shí shì shí shī shī, shí shí shí shī shī.

Shì shì shì shì.


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Shen is so kind to Lin. I like him a lot. I ship Shen and Lin so much ❤️ and your descriptions are so lovely. 💕

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