This story started as a short story. "Nine chapters, that's about it, 15k words, yes."

Yeahhhh so I have a problem with writing little stories, so this one grew up to be 80k words long with 50 parts and a double-pov =')

And yes, this story is indeed completed on my Patreon, so if you don't want to wait for updates, which will come around twice a week, you get to read the whole story right away with just 2 dollars a month (plus vat) (that two dollars gives you access to everything on my Patreon, by the way, including my Erotica ;) )

This story has quite a heavy themes, but it is a healing journey, so I hope you enjoy it <3

-Dolly G

Link to my Patreon in the comments >>>

The Mature tags on episodes in the first half of the story mean violence and/or abuse! Sexual content happens in the end part of the story!

Trigger Warnings (with spoilers):

Physical/Verbal Abuse and Violence - This is the major trigger warning since the story starts with these scenes and will continue as flash-backs

Self-Harming and Suicide - there is no self-harming, and the MCs are not suicidal, but Randall will have a panic attack that will cause him to try to end his life in chapter 12

Language - Very strong language with a lot of degrading and homophobic words

Violence - The story will start with violence and a stabbing, and there will be flashbacks, in both Randall's and Cole's pov

Alcohol and Drugs - Alcohol will be used (the setting is a gay bar), no drugs

Sex - Consensual sex scenes between males

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