58 episodes
Episode 1
Welcome!
Nov 15, 20214.8k views
Episode 2
1. Torment
Nov 15, 20212.2k views
Episode 3
2. Freedom [1/2]
Nov 15, 20212.7k views
Episode 4
2. Freedom [2/2]
Nov 15, 20212.6k views
Episode 5
3. Nightmares and Dreams [1/2]
Nov 15, 20211.8k views
Episode 6
3. Nightmares and Dreams [2/2]
Nov 15, 20212.6k views
Episode 7
4. Crashing
Nov 19, 20212.5k views
Episode 8
5. Barely Sane [1/2]
Nov 22, 20212.4k views
Episode 9
5. Barely Sane [2/2]
Nov 26, 20212.4k views
Episode 10
6. Silent Plea [1/2]
Nov 29, 20212.5k views
Episode 11
6. Silent Plea [2/2]
Nov 29, 2021130 views
Episode 12
7. Letting Closer
Dec 03, 20212.4k views
Episode 13
8. Breaking Point [1/3]
Dec 06, 20211.8k views
Episode 14
8. Breaking Point [2/3]
Dec 10, 20211.7k views
Episode 15
8. Breaking Point [3/3]
Dec 13, 20211.8k views
Episode 16
9. To Make Things Right
Dec 17, 20211.7k views
Episode 17
10. Trust [1/2]
Dec 20, 20212.4k views
Episode 18
10. Trust [2/2]
Dec 21, 20212.2k views
Episode 19
11. Back in Therapy
Dec 22, 20212.2k views
Episode 20
12. Quiet Humming
Dec 23, 20212.2k views
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Description
After getting away from his cruel father's tyranny, Randall has to learn how to live and accept the person he was meant to be - with a little help from a local bartender...
*****
An empty shell is all that's left of twenty-five-year-old Randall now. After his homophobic father found out he was gay, he had to learn to act someone else to survive through the years of abuse and humiliation. Now he has forgotten the person he once was. He refuses to remember the person he was supposed to be.
Emotionally detached and unable to create relationships, Randall's lonely days repeat themselves in the same destructive pattern: go to work, work out, watch TV, and drink, with no way out of that dark, miserable corner he has built for himself. When a gay bar opens doors in his neighborhood, the fragile balance he has created with himself is in danger of being destroyed when his true self tries to break free. To make things worse, there is a new guy at his gym. A kind guy who has a nice voice and loves talking people's ears off. A guy who can see his suffering.
A guy who can teach Randall how to feel once again.
(Warning, this novel contains verbal and physical abuse!)
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After getting away from his cruel father's tyranny, Randall has to learn how to live and accept the person he was meant to be - with a little help from a local bartender...
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An empty shell is all that's left of twenty-five-year-old Randall now. After his homophobic father found out he was gay, he had to learn to act someone else to survive through the years of abuse and humiliation. Now he has forgotten the person he once was. He refuses to remember the person he was supposed to be.
Emotionally detached and unable to create relationships, Randall's lonely days repeat themselves in the same destructive pattern: go to work, work out, watch TV, and drink, with no way out of that dark, miserable corner he has built for himself. When a gay bar opens doors in his neighborhood, the fragile balance he has created with himself is in danger of being destroyed when his true self tries to break free. To make things worse, there is a new guy at his gym. A kind guy who has a nice voice and loves talking people's ears off. A guy who can see his suffering.
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