50 episodes
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Episode 1
Welcome!
Nov 15, 20212.8k views
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Episode 2
1. Torment
Nov 15, 20211.3k views
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Episode 3
2. Freedom
Nov 15, 20211.4k views
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Episode 4
3. Meeting Him
Nov 15, 20211.4k views
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Episode 5
4. Nightmares
Nov 15, 20211.1k views
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Episode 6
5. Fearful Eyes
Nov 15, 20211.4k views
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Episode 7
6. Crashing
Nov 19, 20211.4k views
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Episode 8
7. To Stay Sane
Nov 22, 20211.3k views
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Episode 9
8. Not Well
Nov 26, 20211.3k views
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Episode 10
9. Silent Plea
Nov 29, 20211.3k views
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Episode 11
10. Letting Closer
Dec 03, 20211.3k views
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Episode 12
11. Breaking Point
Dec 06, 20211.1k views
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Episode 13
12. To End It All
Dec 10, 20211.1k views
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Episode 14
13. Saved By Him
Dec 13, 20211.1k views
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Episode 15
14. To Make Things Right
Dec 17, 20211k views
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Episode 16
15. His Confession
Dec 20, 20211.2k views
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Episode 17
16. Feeling Something Nice
Dec 21, 20211.2k views
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Episode 18
17. Back in Therapy
Dec 22, 20211.2k views
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Episode 19
18. Quiet Humming
Dec 23, 20211.2k views
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Episode 20
19. Midnight Talk
Dec 24, 20211.1k views
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Description
After getting away from his cruel father's tyranny, Randall has to learn how to live again, and accept the person he was meant to be – with a little help of a local bartender...
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An empty shell is all what is left of twenty-five-year-old Randall now. After his homophobic father found out he was gay, he had to learn to act someone else in order to survive through the years of abuse and humiliation. Now he has forgotten the person he once was. He refuses to remember the person he was supposed to be.
Emotionally detached, and unable to create any kind of relationships, Randall’s lonely days repeat themselves in the same destructive pattern: go to work, work out, watch TV, and drink, with no way out of that dark, miserable corner he has built for himself.
When a gay bar opens doors in his neighborhood, the fragile balance he has created with himself is in danger of being destroyed when his true self is trying to break free.
And to make things worse, there is a new guy at his gym. A kind guy who has a nice voice and loves talking people’s ears off. A guy who can see his suffering and is willing to do whatever it takes to help him.
A guy who is making Randall feel once again.
(Warning, this novel contains verbal and physical abuse!)
Completed series
Creator
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Writing has always been my passion, the love of my life, and becoming a full-time author has always been my goal in life, so I am honored to have you here, supporting me while I take these steps closer to that goal <3
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After getting away from his cruel father's tyranny, Randall has to learn how to live again, and accept the person he was meant to be – with a little help of a local bartender...
*****
An empty shell is all what is left of twenty-five-year-old Randall now. After his homophobic father found out he was gay, he had to learn to act someone else in order to survive through the years of abuse and humiliation. Now he has forgotten the person he once was. He refuses to remember the person he was supposed to be.
Emotionally detached, and unable to create any kind of relationships, Randall’s lonely days repeat themselves in the same destructive pattern: go to work, work out, watch TV, and drink, with no way out of that dark, miserable corner he has built for himself.
When a gay bar opens doors in his neighborhood, the fragile balance he has created with himself is in danger of being destroyed when his true self is trying to break free.
And to make things worse, there is a new guy at his gym. A kind guy who has a nice voice and loves talking people’s ears off. A guy who can see his suffering and is willing to do whatever it takes to help him.
A guy who is making Randall feel once again.
(Warning, this novel contains verbal and physical abuse!)
Completed series
