I hate you.

I hate looking at you,

I hate being close to you,

I hate that I love you.

I hate that my heart aches at the sight of you,

I feel I need you and that feeling is the absolute worst.

You are the end of my happiness because I'm never happy without you.

I pushed you away then begged you to stay but I don't know what I want.

You are my sun on the darkest days, but I still bring a flashlight because I'm scared you might not show.

I love you, and I despise it, the thought of "us" makes my cheeks warm so I see a doctor ‘cause I feel like I'm dying.

There's only one symptom and already I've been diagnosed: I'm in love with you, but i thought you'd never know.

I always thought you were a little dumb but apparently, you knew this whole time and I was the fool who tried to hide it.

There was a time where you struck my heart with a fatal blow and it only took three words. Like a child holding fine china, a nation can't save them from broken glass.

No amount of “I'm sorry” can restore what was so badly broken but if we stay together we could make something new. I guess you didn't want to.

That's why. That right there, is why I hate you.