Living in a world where comedy is my default,

Loving you is my downfall.

Can’t finish shit but I start it all.

Build it up just to drop the ball,

Drown the pain with alcohol.

I’m burning in my skin.

life is rigged, there’s no way I can win.

Getting knocked down at every turn,

Makes me want to just watch the world burn.

It’s not fair, I’m not alright

Sometimes, I wish I was on the other side of life.

There’s voices in my head, I know you can’t hear it.

I know I’m broken, doesn’t mean I can cure it.

Filling the void is a fool’s errand.

What’s the point of feeling when no one’s caring?

If you see my pain- you see I’m hurting,

Why can’t you help me with the burden?