Hours later, the fire had burned lower, and the stubborn drunkards who were still conscious filled the air with staccato ruckus. Nodding at Aisel, who shrugged amiably, Valla set down the mandolin. Ignoring the vicious pain as she stood, she took a dozen steps and slid into the seat opposite the Shamed. She ignored the urge to check her side - you didn't walk up to a tiger and then lick your wounds in front of it. It was bleeding, she knew, but the bandages should hold a while longer. No need to advertise a weakness she had fought so hard to hide.
He raised his eyes and visibly started. Valla basked in satisfaction at surprising a Promised for a brief moment, allowing it to color her smile. It was clear that he hadn't looked up at the sound of her approach, but instead at the absence of music. Once again, he averted his gaze, his face an odd picture of resignation and wariness. It was a pretty gaze, she noted, clear amber that complemented shorn brown hair so dark it was almost black, lit with reds in the dying firelight. His actions were obvious; there was no quarrel here unless she started one. She might have suspected a ruse, the supposed honor of the legionnaires of the Promised be damned, but as the night had grown old Valla grown trust this man was what he seemed. Not simply a Shamed Promised, but someone tired and starved for music. The Promised forbid learning music and frowned upon listening to it, but he sought it out. The Promised supported Carram, but this man hated the Empire. She was tired herself, starved for new songs, and she hated the Empire. She wanted to trust him. It was foolhardy of her to simply sit and stare him down, but after years of caution, she was tired of acting wisely. Valla had learned so much and yet so little by sitting and watching, by acting wisely and joylessly, by nursing wounds that would not heal, and by waiting and waiting and waiting. For what? She wanted now so badly to act before she faded into nothing.
And so, she decided to act.
CW: The next chapter contains reference to self-directed assassination.
Valla can't remember who or what she is. She woke broken and never healed, and chose to seek revenge without knowing her enemy's identity.
Doren was disgraced from the Order of the Promised, a class of knights sworn to keep all oaths to the Empire and the weak who ask them for help. Now he wanders as a Shamed, aimless and honorless. His love of music guides him to Valla through the loneliness and humiliation of his excommunication.
When Valla demands Doren work as her assassin to keep her goal of vengeance, she has no reason to expect they will succeed, and Doren has no reason to agree. They start their shared journey against all logic, both desperate for healing but not knowing where to find it.
CW: This series follows two characters seeking healing and deals with some heavier themes as they reclaim their sense of self-worth and fight to survive in a dangerous world.
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