Fridays are always the most uneventful or the most eventful.

Which is why today is a Monday. It’s not a bad day, I just dread it all the time like everyone else.

Today was kind of boring, I didn’t do much at all after lunch. We had to revise last class for a test next Friday. It’s not too hard and I don’t revise for tests. I don’t know why, revising just doesn’t work for me.

I also must stay after school until 5pm because I have sports. It’s annoying. Sometimes it’s fun but a lot of the time it’s just doing exercises and drills. I know I need to work on my technique but playing games is so much more fun…

And not to mention I have extra Math after school until 6:30. This is going to be the most boring and longest day ever. I don’t know how I’ll survive.

Thankfully I’ve gotten some life back after lunch, I think I smiled at some people? Well, I know for sure that I started talking a lot more after lunch especially in music. Although I am slightly infuriated at my group because they haven’t done anything and are just messing around, I did talk a lot with them. It wasn’t productive but I didn’t ignore them like an uncivilised person. Unlike Lin today.

I’m observing Lin and they’re probably faking it but they look happier without me. They’re looking cheery and talking with everyone else like normal. I’m starting to think they were lying when they said they missed me. Unless they’re just really good at hiding how much they missed talking to me. If that is true, then I’m surprised that they are actually making an effort to ignore me.

But again, they do expect a proper apology from me, problem is, I can’t do a proper apology to save my life. I would have to write one out and then read it like I’m giving some sort of school presentation. It really makes the whole ‘apology’ thing sound scripted and half-hearted.

Oh, on a lighter note, I almost cracked my head open today on a bag hook.

That was NOT a lighter note, more of a concerning one but I didn’t get brain damage or a concussion. I just got a small cut on my head that I put some antiseptic on so that it won’t get infected.

It does hurt from time to time but it’s a minor enough injury that I can ignore if I concentrate on something else.

I swear all I do is hurt myself these days.