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OVERDOSED

Octavia's Song (She Ruins My Life and Still Wants Twenty Bucks for Take-out)

Octavia's Song (She Ruins My Life and Still Wants Twenty Bucks for Take-out)

Feb 21, 2025


“Needles, stuck down into my veins,

Bound here, and I can't break the chains.

The world outside ain’t nothing but shit to me

I can feel the decay, own worst enemy 


Stuck again, inside a sterile room,

Every face is just subsonic blur,

They don’t know me, don’t care, 

just another whore that death deferred


Ear ring


Poison blood


Fire skin


Life fucked



But nobody answers, I'm better off dead.

Abandoned and broken, lost in the screams,

Living through nightmares, chasing no dreams.

A soul that's been shredded, never coming back

Just sit back and watch what’s left of the shitshow


Lonely the madness, drowning the fix

Facing the shadows, bleeding for kicks.

Blood for the fix, maimed, cut and tired

Addiction’s a prison, I’m stuck here and wired.

Chasing the high, I’m stuck with the itch


Ears ringing 


Poisoned blood


Fire under skin


Life now fucked


When nobody answers, I guess I’m just dead.

Abandoned and broken, lost in the screams,

Living through nightmares, chasing no dreams.

A soul that's been shredded, never coming back

But that’s just fine, sit back and laugh

Come and watch what’s left of the shitshow.


The pain never leaves, it morphs and it grows,

The hardest part is the fight no one knows.

I reach for the needle, I reach for the pills,

Anything to numb, anything to kill.

I’m screaming for help, but no one’s around,

The voices inside, they’re the only sound.

The drugs are a lie, but I need them more,

I’ve crossed every line, can’t reach the shore.


Sound gone 


Blood leaving


numb skin


Live without feeling


 Nobody answered, I know I’m now dead.

Abandoned and broken, lost in the screams,

Living through nightmares, chasing no dreams.

A soul that's been shredded, never coming back

But that’s just fine, sit back and laugh

Come and watch what’s left of the shitshow.


...Nothing left now but death...

...Got nothing left to regret...

...Running out of breath...

...Personally Bereft... 

...I got a show to show what I...got...left...


A cure’s just a story they tell in the hall,

But I’m stuck in the wreckage, awaiting the call.

I’m bleeding out, but I’m still clawing on,

Can you hear the screams, or am I already gone?


Soundless 


Bloodless


skinless


Lifeless


But nobody answers, I'm better off dead.

Abandoned and broken, lost in the screams,

Living through nightmares, chasing no dreams.

A soul that's been shredded, never coming back

Just sit back and watch what’s left of the shitshow

Left of the

Left of the

Left of the shitshoooooow!”


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CHRIS is the drummer for Velvet Sidewinder and Alex's best friend. He's more than thrilled to have a new bandmate and thinks Alex is overreacting. Easily in love, Chris is determined to wow the bane of his closest friends' existence.

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Octavia's Song (She Ruins My Life and Still Wants Twenty Bucks for Take-out)

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