The last days of summer brought boys back to Pinehall in waves — slamming doors, dragging duffel bags, filling the corridor with noise and cologne and the specific chaos of teenage males reclaiming territory. Yosuke watched from room 36, door cracked two inches.
Adrian Thompson arrived loudest, built like a fire hydrant, picking at a callus on his palm while calling Yosuke "China boy" until Erik corrected him so coldly that Adrian's neck went red and he didn't try again. Calvin O'Brien had the same shade of red hair as Nurse Wilkes, which made Yosuke's chest ache in a way he couldn't explain. Calvin was nice — asked questions, lent him a pencil, didn't stare. Justin Kim talked in short jabs, never finishing sentences around Yosuke, always finding somewhere else to look. Like Yosuke was a stray dog that might bite.
He stayed in his room mostly. Read his books. Sorted Erik's sock drawer twice.
Then one evening someone left the common room TV on. Yosuke drifted out of room 36 like a moth to glass, crossed the hall in his bare feet.
His shoulder-length hair was tied in a snood at the back of his head—Erik had shown him how that morning. The white designer tee Erik had lent him hung strange on his frame, some brand Yosuke didn't recognize with an abstract print across the chest. His formal black slacks looked like comfortable pajama bottoms on his bony legs.
He sat down on the carpet six inches from the screen.
The TV showed colors—bright, moving, loud. Drums pounded. A beat that made Yosuke's chest vibrate.
A young man filled the screen. Asian features like his but with startling blue eyes, angry dark brows. Short platinum blond hair spiked up in messy directions. He wore silver—tight silver jeans coating his body like liquid metal, like he'd been dipped in chrome.
The young man was strapped to a metal table. Camera angles shifted too fast—spinning, tilting, a fisheye lens that warped everything into a bubble. UFOs appeared in flashes. Lights. Metal. The beat got faster.
Then everything reversed.
The young man broke free—wires snapping, restraints falling away. He hovered now, floating above rows of cages. Inside the cages were creatures with huge black eyes, smooth female bodies beneath alien masks. The young man leaned down, pressed his lips to one mask, then another—kissing them through the metal.
The camera cut violently. Now he was somewhere else entirely—a vast empty landscape of red dirt and scattered rocks. No buildings. No people. Just the young man in silver dancing, moving like water, like he had no bones. His mouth moved, words pouring out in rhythm:
"Take it, fake it, nothing's real but this— Perfect specimen, come give me one more kiss—"
Lights exploded behind him. The beat dropped. Everything spun.
Yosuke didn't blink. His brain felt like it was trying to process a language that didn't exist yet. The images moved too fast. The young man's face—those blue eyes that looked wrong and right at the same time, features that reminded Yosuke of something he couldn't name. Like looking in a funhouse mirror.
What was this? A story? A dream? The hospital TV had shown soap operas and news, things that moved slowly and made sense. This was—
The music cut. A voice said something about calling a number. Different images now—a woman holding a bottle, smiling too hard.
“So weird," Yosuke whispered, still staring at the screen. "Are movies always this short?"
A snort from behind him. Leon stood in the doorway, hair damp from the shower, wearing his green bomber jacket over a Soundgarden shirt and ripped jeans, heading out.
"Dude, that's not a movie. That's a music video." Leon grinned. "Ratio. He's the sickest. Like, certified freak of nature."
"Music... video?"
"Yeah, like—okay, we'll explain later." Leon called over his shoulder: "Erik! Calvin! Get your asses out here!" He looked back at Yosuke. "We need to gather the crew. Go to Rewind Rentals. Right now."
Yosuke still sat on the floor, brain trying to categorize what he'd just seen. The young man in silver. The alien masks. The kissing. That face that looked almost like—
"Space cadet." Leon snapped his fingers. "Shoes. Now. You gotta see a real movie, for real.”
Erik appeared in the doorway with his toothbrush, taking in Yosuke's glazed expression. "What happened?"
"He just discovered Ratio." Leon was already shrugging on his jacket, fluffy, made his shoulders broader. "And he thinks he’s cinema. Come on, this is an emergency. The kid needs Home Alone or something normal before his brain breaks."
Yosuke stood slowly, still processing. The young man's blue eyes. The silver. The desert. Perfect specimen. The chorus kept circling like those fever dreams he had at the hospital.
"Get your shoes," Erik said more gently, picking up on Yosuke's overload. "We're going to introduce you to actual movies.”
Yosuke nodded, not entirely sure what that meant or why they were in such a hurry, but following them anyway because the alternative was sitting alone trying to understand why that young man's face had felt like staring into a cracked mirror.
The green neon ticked and buzzed overhead. Shelves stretched floor to ceiling, hundreds of plastic cases lined up in rows — people holding guns, people kissing, people running from explosions.
Yosuke stopped three steps inside the door. His mouth fell open.
"What are in all those boxer?”
"Movies, dude. You pick one, take it home, put it in the machine, and it plays on the TV." Leon was already drifting toward the action section, fingers skimming spines without really looking. His eyes kept flicking back to Yosuke, watching him take in the brightly lit space like it was some kind of cathedral.
"All of the boxes contains a different story?”
"Yeah."
"How many are there?"
Leon looked at the walls. The ceiling. The sheer volume of human storytelling crammed into one room. "Thousands?"
Yosuke made a sound like he'd been punched.
"Why did that man kiss the women in masks?" Yosuke asked suddenly, still stuck on the music video. "In the silver movie. With the UFOs."
"Music video," Leon corrected. "And I dunno, man. It's art or something. Ratio does weird shit, likes to provoke.” He pulled out Speed, put it back. Wondered what movies the old YOYO had liked. Before. When he was just a blank-faced kid who watched TV and didn't talk. Had he even watched movies? Or just stared at static like it held the secrets of the universe?
"But why kiss them when they were in cages?"
"Dude, it's Ratio. He's probably making some statement about like... freedom and oppression and—" Leon waved his hand vaguely. "—I dunno, alien babes? Don't overthink it."
Yosuke reached for the nearest case — Mrs. Doubtfire — and turned it over, reading the back with the intensity of someone decoding scripture. "This man dresses as a woman to see his children." He looked up. "Is this a sad movie?”
“No dude, it's a comedy," Justin called from the returns counter where he was trying to decide between Pulp Fiction and Clerks.
"But his family is broken."
Justin paused, VHS halfway to his mouth. "I... huh. That's actually kinda true.”
"Don't encourage him," Adrian said, already elbow-deep in the horror section. "Kid's gonna start a support group for Robin Williams."
Yosuke set Mrs. Doubtfire down carefully and moved to the next. Then the next. Fingers tracing each spine the way he touched everything — like the world was a museum and he hadn't been told not to.
"Dude, we're gonna be here all night," Leon said, but there was no real complaint in it. Something about watching Yosuke discover things made Leon's chest feel weird. Like watching a kid see snow for the first time, except Yosuke was his age and that made it weirder. Sadder, maybe.
"The W's are mixed with the V's." Yosuke had stopped, frowning at the comedy section. "Someone put Waterworld next to Vampire in Brooklyn."
"It's a video store, not the Library of Congress."
But Yosuke was already rearranging — sliding cases left and right with quiet precision, realigning the alphabet like his life depended on it.
"Oh my god, he's alphabetizing," Calvin said, adjusting his glasses. "Erik, your control-freak energy is contagious."
"I resent that," Erik said from the foreign film section, not looking up from a Swedish case. "Mine is pathological. His is… adorable."
"Hey, what's behind there?" Yosuke had noticed the beaded curtain in the back corner, strings of plastic clicking together.
"Nothing." Leon grabbed his sleeve. "Don't."
"Why not?"
"Because it's adult stuff."
"I'm almost sixteen."
"Not that kind of adult."
Yosuke tilted his head, that bird-like confusion. "What kind?"
"The naked kind, Joskey," Erik said flatly from the new releases wall.
"Oh." Yosuke considered this. "Why do they need a curtain?"
"To protect society," Erik said.
"From naked people?"
"Can we please just pick a movie," Justin said, ears red.
Erik held up a case — Swedish film, a farmhouse on the cover, actors Yosuke didn't recognize. "Änglagård. It won four Guldbagge awards."
"Gesundheit," Adrian said.
"Speak American, dude," Calvin added.
"It translates roughly to House of Angels." Erik turned the case over like he was presenting evidence. "It's about a young woman who inherits a farm in rural Sweden and disrupts the entire village. Sharp social satire, actually quite funny."
"Does she get naked?" Adrian asked.
"She does not."
"Then what's the point?"
"The point is cultural commentary on—"
"Hard pass."
Calvin produced a D20 from his jacket pocket — forest green, chipped at one corner. "Dice decides. New kid rolls."
"Why does he get to roll?" Adrian protested.
"Because it's his first time, dick-weed. That's the rules."
Yosuke took the die, counted the faces with careful attention. "What happens if I roll a one?"
"Adrian picks, so basically we're watching Showgirls again," Justin said.
"It's about the human condition!"
"Roll, space cadet," Leon said, grinning. This was good. Normal. Yosuke here with them, the guys giving him shit but not too much shit, everyone just existing.
Yosuke rolled. The die clattered across the counter. Fourteen.
"That's you, new kid." Calvin checked a crumpled list from his pocket — names mapped to numbers in handwriting so small it might have been printed by ants.
Yosuke walked the aisles alone. Past horror, past romance, past foreign where Erik lingered with his Änglagård. Past romance where Justin quickly shoved something back on the shelf. He stopped in action/adventure, pulled a case, and brought it back.
Point Break. Keanu Reeves mid-jump, ocean and sky blurring behind him.
"The back says he learns to surf and robs banks and jumps from an airplane." Yosuke held it against his chest. "I want to experience all of those things."
Leon grinned — the wide one, the real one. "Solid pick."
Later, the common room transformed into a sardine can of teenage boys, all elbows and snack-grabbing hands. Twelve boys crammed themselves into every available space—draped over the sagging couch, sprawled across the carpet, perched on stolen dining hall chairs.
When Keanu appeared shirtless, a chorus of exaggerated whistles and "Oh baby!"s filled the room. Justin clutched his chest and pretended to swoon.
"I'd let him arrest me any day," someone called out, earning a storm of laughter and wadded-up napkins.
Yosuke, curled in his usual blanket nest by the radiator, found himself cataloging reactions: how Calvin's ears turned red during kissing scenes, the way Marcus punched shoulders a bit too hard when making jokes about "bromance." Most interesting was Leon, who developed a sudden fascination with his fingernails whenever Patrick Swayze and Keanu shared intense eye contact.
The famous finale approached. "Here it comes!" someone shouted. When Keanu aimed his gun at the sky, trigger pulled, bullets spent in futile rebellion, the room erupted. Bodies leapt up, spilling snacks and re-enacting the scene with finger guns.
"Dude, I totally came the first time I saw this scene!" Adrian declared, finger poking his nose.
"Came where?" Yosuke asked, tilting his head.
The room went silent for a beat before exploding. "Over your mom's bed!" Adrian howled, high-fiving Calvin so hard he dropped his glasses while others collapsed in hysterics. Someone choked on their soda.
Through the chaos, Yosuke noticed how Leon's laugh came a beat too late, how Erik's eyes rolled ceiling-ward with practiced disdain from his corner spot.
"I still don't understand," Yosuke whispered to no one in particular, making the boys laugh even harder.
Some mysteries of teenage boyhood, it seemed, would require further observation.

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