27 episodes
Episode 1
Nazha
Apr 25, 2026196 views
Episode 2
First Classroom
Apr 26, 202677 views
Episode 3
Faizal's Correction
May 01, 202652 views
Episode 4
Syarah's Task
May 02, 202655 views
Episode 5
The Name That Doesn't Fit
May 08, 202645 views
Episode 6
2 Ikhlas
May 09, 202630 views
Episode 7
2 Amanah
May 15, 202625 views
Episode 8
2 Ukhuwah
May 15, 202626 views
Episode 9
Randell - “Quiet Thinking Still Counts”
May 16, 202628 views
Episode 10
Reina - “Too Much Voice, Not Enough Space”
May 22, 202614 views
Episode 11
Asyera - “Chaos Can Still Be Useful”
May 22, 202622 views
Episode 12
Nathan - “Only When It Feels Relevant”
May 23, 202629 views
Episode 13
Iffah - “When Confusion Becomes Clear”
May 29, 202615 views
Episode 14
Hasya - "Confidence Under Comparison"
May 29, 202615 views
Episode 15
Noel - “Trying to Speak Anyway”
May 30, 202619 views
Episode 16
Sasha – “Helping Others, Forgetting Self”
Jun 05, 202610 views
Episode 17
Rachel - "More Than Words"
Jun 05, 20269 views
Episode 18
Before the Observation
Jun 06, 20268 views
Episode 19
Faizal Noticed
Jun 12, 20268 views
Episode 20
The Pendulum Swings
Jun 12, 20265 views
Creator
Description
She entered teaching thinking she only had to learn how to teach.
She didn’t expect to learn how to become someone else in the process.
Izhan is a trainee teacher stepping into a practicum that demands more than lesson plans and classroom control. Under pressure, she creates a version of herself—Nazha—structured, composed, and capable of surviving every evaluation thrown her way.
But survival is not the same as mastery.
Guided by Faizal Mazri, tested relentlessly by Syarah Suhaili, and quietly observed by Megat, Izhan begins to grow into the role she once only performed. Yet the line between Izhan and Nazha starts to blur—not into confusion, but into something more unsettling: understanding.
Because in the end, the question is not whether she can teach.
It’s whether she can remain herself while doing it.
Each chapter includes an author’s note with key education terms explained as a glossary.
Cover Art: sbst.my on Instagram
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She entered teaching thinking she only had to learn how to teach.
She didn’t expect to learn how to become someone else in the process.
Izhan is a trainee teacher stepping into a practicum that demands more than lesson plans and classroom control. Under pressure, she creates a version of herself—Nazha—structured, composed, and capable of surviving every evaluation thrown her way.
But survival is not the same as mastery.
Guided by Faizal Mazri, tested relentlessly by Syarah Suhaili, and quietly observed by Megat, Izhan begins to grow into the role she once only performed. Yet the line between Izhan and Nazha starts to blur—not into confusion, but into something more unsettling: understanding.
Because in the end, the question is not whether she can teach.
It’s whether she can remain herself while doing it.
Each chapter includes an author’s note with key education terms explained as a glossary.
Cover Art: sbst.my on Instagram
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