"And it hit me like a punch to the gut: I have a crush on Benny. I like him. Well, actually, I’m pretty sure my feelings for him go a lot further than like. As much as that scares the shit out of me."

Raúl has a crush on his best friend, Benny. He wants to tell him, but what if Benny doesn't feel the same way? What if it ruins a lifetime of friendship? Raúl can't risk it. Even though, as they prepare to go to their very first local 18 and Up EDM Night, there are so many opportunities to bring it up.

No. When the time is right, if that time ever comes, Raúl will know.

Right?