I’m Not Suicidal, If That’s What You’re Thinking!
18 episodes
Episode 1
Should I Just Die to Get Back Home?
Jun 19, 2025158 views
Episode 2
Stabbed Myself. In the Chest. Yup.
Jun 19, 202565 views
Episode 3
Woke Up in the Infirmary. Still Stuck Here. Ugh
Jun 19, 202559 views
Episode 4
Admiring the Heroine’s Beauty, Then Suddenly Coughing Blood and Meeting a God
Jun 22, 202557 views
Episode 5
Sometimes, just one happy memory can give someone the strength to keep living
Jun 23, 202550 views
Episode 6
Episode 6 – Hospital bed (Again)
Jun 23, 202546 views
Episode 7
Episode 7 - Mukbang Mode: ON!
Jun 25, 202538 views
Episode 8
Episode 8 - Does this cafeteria offer a refill?
Jun 25, 202552 views
Episode 9
Side Story – Barael’s Monologue
Jun 26, 202542 views
Episode 10
Episode 9 - It Wasn’t Suicide!
Jun 26, 202542 views
Episode 11
Episode 10 - It’s Not Too Late
Jun 26, 202546 views
Episode 12
Episode 11 - The Artificial God and the Death of Divinity
Jun 26, 202542 views
Episode 13
Episode 12 - You Can Rest Now
Jun 28, 202537 views
Episode 14
Episode 13 - The Original Male Lead Appears
Jun 28, 202537 views
Episode 15
Episode 14 - Yeah, I’m interested. Why? Is that a problem?
Jun 28, 202552 views
Episode 16
Episode 15 - Made Two New Friends!
Jun 28, 202536 views
Episode 17
Side Story: Arcadia Academy (Eunice × Xion)
Jul 21, 202530 views
Episode 18
Episode 16 - Wait… That Actually Worked?
Jul 21, 202530 views
Creator
Description
I was just trying to quietly stab myself and go back to my original world.
But then—one of the side characters from the original novel saw everything.
How do you return home from another world?
1. Defeat the Demon King (If I were the hero, I’d be done already.)
2. Die here = auto return (So I stabbed myself. Seriously.)
3. Settle down and live here (Not about to break my parents’ hearts, thanks.)
But here’s the thing—
Everyone thinks I tried to end my life for some tragic reason.
They’re wrong.
Welcome to Arcadia Academy, a brutal fantasy novel infamous for its miserable endings.
I just wanted to die quietly and leave.
But now?
Everything’s officially messed up.
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I was just trying to quietly stab myself and go back to my original world.
But then—one of the side characters from the original novel saw everything.
How do you return home from another world?
1. Defeat the Demon King (If I were the hero, I’d be done already.)
2. Die here = auto return (So I stabbed myself. Seriously.)
3. Settle down and live here (Not about to break my parents’ hearts, thanks.)
But here’s the thing—
Everyone thinks I tried to end my life for some tragic reason.
They’re wrong.
Welcome to Arcadia Academy, a brutal fantasy novel infamous for its miserable endings.
I just wanted to die quietly and leave.
But now?
Everything’s officially messed up.
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