Please note that Tapas no longer supports Internet Explorer.
We recommend upgrading to the latest Microsoft Edge, Google Chrome, or Firefox.
Home
Comics
Novels
Community
Mature
More
Help Discord Forums Newsfeed Contact Merch Shop
Publish
Home
Comics
Novels
Community
Mature
More
Help Discord Forums Newsfeed Contact Merch Shop
__anonymous__
__anonymous__
0
  • Publish
  • Ink shop
  • Redeem code
  • Settings
  • Log out

Not Alone

Depression Night

Depression Night

Jun 18, 2020

A girl was sitting at the corner of a dark room. Her face looked empty and pale. Eyes had no shine at all. The face was looking dull because of no emotion. But deep inside her mind, there were so many things that she was thinking about. Her thoughts were running like crazy in her mind but outside her didn't show the slightest of the moment. Her body had no awareness of the surrounding. Her eyes were looking down at the floor.

“I am heartless”

“I don't care what happens next to me or whatever anybody does to me, now”

“I won't cry now, I have nothing to be afraid of; nothing to care about"

“Well this is what, I want to be but I know it very well then anyone else that I am not what I always dream of to be"

“I hate my heart for being so kind to those who abandoned me, to love those who hated and betrayed me, it held on to those who abandoned me."

"Just Why?"

“What else do I desired than a happy life with happy memories but look at what do I have in the name of memories, I carry those nightmares in my mind. They scare me even when I am not asleep. In the name of life, I experience so many betrayals and two-faced people. In the name of friends, I experience smiley-faced earthly devils. In the name of beloved times, I experience so many abandons that I can never forget. What did I do to deserve this?"

“Will it end? Should I even expect it to end?"

She hears a notification on her mobile; it was the alarm at 6' o clock. She realized that while thinking so much she didn't sleep the entire night. She stands and opens the window. The Sun was in its place, where it should be. It was rising from the east everything else even seemed normal and here her eyes look down again in sadness.

“Will there be a morning in my dark endless night?"

“But it can't be helped now gotta hurry to the college."

She dresses up herself; she didn't give much attention while dressing. She did comb her hair but didn't give it much attention. Without even checking her bag, she put it on and walked out of her apartment.

She was taking little steps slowly, slowly towards the school. Her little palms were holding the bag's strap, while her carrying out on her back. There were smiling junior students running beside her. The little boy ran in the front, while two ran after him. They were full of laughter. Two high school girls were gossiping smilingly, they seemed to be a very busy body. Some people were opening their stops. The old man smilingly said to his son, “hey boy, it looks like you are doing great progress." The old man's son smiled proudly. She could hear all of this, even though; she was facing down to the ground the entire time.

Note: "It is my first novel. My native language isn`t English, there are chances I might offend you by my silly mistakes. Sorry from earlier"

custom banner
tannut168
tannut168

Creator

Comments (2)

See all
Rina Cqmaj
Rina Cqmaj

Top comment

this story is so amazing

2

Add a comment

Recommendation for you

  • Blood Moon

    Recommendation

    Blood Moon

    BL 46.9k likes

  • Invisible Boy

    Recommendation

    Invisible Boy

    LGBTQ+ 11.1k likes

  • What Makes a Monster

    Recommendation

    What Makes a Monster

    BL 73.5k likes

  • Secunda

    Recommendation

    Secunda

    Romance Fantasy 41.9k likes

  • Touch

    Recommendation

    Touch

    BL 15.3k likes

  • For the Light

    Recommendation

    For the Light

    GL 19.2k likes

  • feeling lucky

    Feeling lucky

    Random series you may like

Not Alone
Not Alone

1.4k views10 subscribers

Not Alone is a novel about a girl who had gone through a lot of depression and betrayals. She was at the loss of herself and she had no desire of life; that`s when she meets a boy who somehow makes her his girlfriend on a contract and then a lot happens and they finally realizes their love for each other but before they could confess they go through a lot of secrets of their lives and their family. Even the girl`s ex-boyfriend comes back.
Subscribe

7 episodes

Depression Night

Depression Night

588 views 3 likes 2 comments


Style
More
Like
List
Comment

Prev
Next

Full
Exit
3
2
Prev
Next