A girl was sitting at the corner of a dark room. Her face looked empty and pale. Eyes had no shine at all. The face was looking dull because of no emotion. But deep inside her mind, there were so many things that she was thinking about. Her thoughts were running like crazy in her mind but outside her didn't show the slightest of the moment. Her body had no awareness of the surrounding. Her eyes were looking down at the floor.

“I am heartless”

“I don't care what happens next to me or whatever anybody does to me, now”

“I won't cry now, I have nothing to be afraid of; nothing to care about"

“Well this is what, I want to be but I know it very well then anyone else that I am not what I always dream of to be"

“I hate my heart for being so kind to those who abandoned me, to love those who hated and betrayed me, it held on to those who abandoned me."

"Just Why?"

“What else do I desired than a happy life with happy memories but look at what do I have in the name of memories, I carry those nightmares in my mind. They scare me even when I am not asleep. In the name of life, I experience so many betrayals and two-faced people. In the name of friends, I experience smiley-faced earthly devils. In the name of beloved times, I experience so many abandons that I can never forget. What did I do to deserve this?"

“Will it end? Should I even expect it to end?"

She hears a notification on her mobile; it was the alarm at 6' o clock. She realized that while thinking so much she didn't sleep the entire night. She stands and opens the window. The Sun was in its place, where it should be. It was rising from the east everything else even seemed normal and here her eyes look down again in sadness.

“Will there be a morning in my dark endless night?"

“But it can't be helped now gotta hurry to the college."

She dresses up herself; she didn't give much attention while dressing. She did comb her hair but didn't give it much attention. Without even checking her bag, she put it on and walked out of her apartment.

She was taking little steps slowly, slowly towards the school. Her little palms were holding the bag's strap, while her carrying out on her back. There were smiling junior students running beside her. The little boy ran in the front, while two ran after him. They were full of laughter. Two high school girls were gossiping smilingly, they seemed to be a very busy body. Some people were opening their stops. The old man smilingly said to his son, “hey boy, it looks like you are doing great progress." The old man's son smiled proudly. She could hear all of this, even though; she was facing down to the ground the entire time.

Note: "It is my first novel. My native language isn`t English, there are chances I might offend you by my silly mistakes. Sorry from earlier"