I have a big problem, although I don't know if it's right to say it's a problem, well I've fallen in love with one of my classmates, it's not a crime, to be more specific, the brown boy who sits next to me. It is beautiful, it shines a lot even on cloudy days and without realizing it, it's whole being caught my attention and now what do I do?
I can't help but get nervous every time he talks to me, although he doesn't do it often, I treasure every moment, sometimes I watch him when he doesn't look, on several occasions he caught me looking at him, avoiding all contact, however, it has become a habit for me see him, but there is one more problem, he now has a girlfriend, they haven't been together for a long time, she is in the acting club, her name is kiyima Naoko, and she is very pretty. His name is Sawamura Yudai also handsome and he is in the choir club just like me.
─ Can we share a book? ─ Sawamura told me.
─ Su-u-re ─ contest.
My name is Hori Sho, I am 17 years old, lately, I have had several conversations with him in some rehearsals.
He's so cute, I need to control myself, or else he doesn't think I'm weird, I suspect maybe he knows because he watches him so often. I have to pay attention in class.
─ Hori!!.
─ yes! ─ I answered getting up from the seat.
─ pay attention! ─ yelled the teacher.
─ sorry
Sawamura laughed at my reaction, what a shame.
Exams are coming up, I'm not an outstanding student but I'm not lazy either, regular in my opinion.
Science classes are finally over, it was recess time, I have two friends Kenji and Kaito.
─ Let's go eat something ─ said Kenji.
─ What do you think about some cornbreads that my mom made-said Kaito ─ hey...hey!...Sho!
"What's wrong?" I said surprised and somewhat sleepy.
─ You've been reading manga, haven't you? ─ Kaito said.
─ something but he also studied.
─ Boring! ─ Kaito and Kenji mentioned this at the same time.
At lunchtime.
─ Sho I have kendo practice, today don't wait for me at the exit ─ Kaito said.
─ I don't have volleyball practice either, the national championship is coming up and we need to be prepared ─ said Kenji.
─ eeeehhhh today we were going to eat outside...─ I said somewhat disappointed ─ I even told my parents ─ I said in a low voice
I went to the bathroom out of necessity and managed to hear a discussion between Kiyama and Sawamura, they were in the backyard, I heard footsteps going to the bathroom.
─Hello Hori-san ─said the brown
─ Hi, I heard you were arguing with your girlfriend, but-but doesn't take me for a spy, I was just passing by.
─ don't worry, she and I are no longer boyfriends, I didn't know if I was really in love with her, but I've been fooling myself, I thought I would be different from the other girls but I was wrong ─ he said it very angry ─ sorry for telling you this I think that you are not interested
─ not at all ─ I was really happy, but he looked devastated, I thought, what if I invite him to eat?
─ Sa-awamu-ura-san ─ I said nervously.
The bell rang.
─ yes?
─ then I tell you ─ with a bitter smile
At checkout time.
─ Hori-san, what did you want to tell me?
─ yes-i, did you want to go eat with me? I want to cheer you up, of course, if you want- lower your head ─ I said very nervous
─ Thank you Hori-san ─ Her smile was so charming that I was immediately embarrassed.
I was able to speak normally and not nervous as if we were in choir classes.
─ Hori-san, I can call you Sho.
─ Su-u-re─ I said.
─ My parents work late, you want to come to play some video games ─- he said looking out ─ but if you don't want to or you're busy...
─ Of course!! ─ getting up from the seat
He smiled at my response.
His house was far from mine, I told my mom that I would be doing a job with a partner. I felt really bad for lying to mom even though I had already asked permission.
I could tell that Sawamura was looking at the ground a lot as if he was fighting with his thoughts. What will you be thinking?
We arrived at his house, it was very beautiful, the decoration was incredible, everything was beautiful but we were alone and I had to concentrate on his decorations rather than on the idea of him and me in his room.
"Your-or room?" I asked nervously.
─ my room is upstairs at the first door.
─ok
I went up to his room, instead, he went to the phone that started ringing, it didn't take long.
I saw a game gallery. They were many.
─ Wooo!! It has amazing games.
─Choose the one you want ─ he said entering the room with some juices.
We chose several and started playing.
We played for like an hour.
─ Sho, do you like me? ─ while we were playing.
─ whaaaat!!!! ─ I blushed to the ears, his question quite surprised me, how had he realized my feelings? he suddenly got closer and closer. He began to kiss me affectionately, I could not refuse or avoid it, I wanted it.
─ So if you like me? ─ Staring into my eyes, I averted my gaze, I couldn't answer him, I just nodded, I wanted to say yes, yes, of course, but the words didn't come out, he grabbed my chin and kissed me again but this time he made it so passionate and wild.
It was inevitable, not to excite me.
─ Sho you're hard ─ he said while he touched my member and licked my ear, I moaned involuntarily. ─ How cute ─ he said with a tender smile
He touched me naturally, he gave me a feeling as if he loved me, I didn't want to deceive myself, my whole body felt hot, my heart was beating so hard, I thought he would give me something.
I don't know if this is reality or a dream, or if he feels the same as me, or is he doing it out of spite?
Between glances, the feelings escaped one of them dared to take the first step, the gender was not an impediment for the pretty boy and less for the dark-haired one. Their love blossomed, but a girl was not willing to accept it, after a strong blow, the black-haired man's mind completely changed, making him restart. He lost feelings that he had already developed but that was still dormant deep inside him. The somewhat confused dark-haired man hesitates to advance and accept what a stranger was telling him. His personality and his memories were old. Pretty boy wasn't about to let him be taken away from him and devised a plan to get him back in his arms. What started as an unrequited love ended as one. Will the pretty boy be able to make him fall in love again?
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