Why did this happen???

Is it one of her plans to blackmail us? I don’t want to sit with her but I couldn’t deny her.

The entire canteen is looking towards us… what’s this situation?

Kyaa!! Every time I sneak a peek at her, she has a really strong princess vibe even that day she had that vibe I was trying to break hard and today it is heavier.

I closed my eyes as I tried my hardest to make sense of the situation and also I didn’t want her to see my fear… Kyaa!! I’m so freaking scared.

“So Alice, May and Lily it’s a good thing that I found you here, I’ve been meaning to tell you something…”

Look at her speaking so confidently and with pride and all… where does that confidence come from even that day there wasn't a single drop of tear in her eyes.

May and Lily keep it together girls...

*Clank*

May don't lose it, don't be scared just push all the blame on me... I made sure to tell them before but they were against it that time.

“What do you want??”

Hey don't poke the bear, shut up May don't say anything....Grghh what's wrong with me why can't I speak or say anything... it's like I have lost control of my body.

Is this what they call fear, is this what Chelsea felt that day? Is this what they all felt form me? Fuck I am bad right? I deserve this. 

“Well about what happened yesterday-”

My hands are shaking, my heart is trying to escape my body. Without even noticing myself I squeezed my eyes and body bracing myself for the worst.

"I want to forget everything that happened but every scene of it is still fresh in my head… it appears in front of eyes everytime I close them. It’s just something I can’t seem to get rid off. And somewhere along the line when I thought of you all… Even though it’s just a pipe dream of a young stupid girl, I want to believe that it wasn’t meant to turn out that way. So I just want to forget these feelings I feel when I look at you and the only way to do it is to rewrite them with other ones…"

WHAT THE HECK… Why is she so sweet? Why is she not blackmailing us for money or showing us our position? Why is she saying that she wants to be friends with us.

Why are you acting like a darling now after all this happened... I thought she was a calculative and a manipulative bitch… was I wrong all this time??

She was always the sweetheart she claimed to be and it was me who thought about her the wrong way… GYAA why am I smiling??

It’s like I always wanted this to happen… I don’t know what to say or what to do should I just go along with it… is she blackmailing us to be her friend and then do bad things to us??

Wait what am I even thinking… stay positive Alice… let’s just go along with what she has to say.

I soon noticed May and Lily crying buckets, they were so happy as if they had found Nirvana. Weirdly enough I  understood them, I wanted to cry with them too... like why are you crying without me.

But I should keep my posture straight just because I don't know her intentions... I've seen this type of scene hundreds of times in movies.

Soon I looked towards Chelsea and her bright smile, I just lost all reason in front of the goddess I was... she was literally sparkling as she said...

“So how about we start again???”

I lost all the reason I had, she is not what I think of her.

I am the wrong one... still not trusting her as if she was the one who did wrong to me... am I just a dumb bitch?

Lily and May are both looking at me expecting me to say something... yeah yeah I know I have to take the first step but why does it feel so heavy all of a sudden as if I should have been the one doing what she is doing.

ARGHH, why is my chest so heavy?? why is my throat so dry? I wanna jump up and hug her sorry but why is my body not responding... Just force through it me.

“I- I – me me too”

Huff Huff, I finally said it...Kyaa!!! I did it. 

“By the way-”

What now?? was my suspicion right?? No I don't want to jump to conclusion but what if-- No no... she won't right?? 

“I’m sorry for- like saying those things in class” 

Badump… did she just apologize???

Did I hear just right... my heart is in my mouth right now. I could've died please don't do that again okay.

I unknowingly dropped my jaw as I glimpsed at Chelsea, May and Lily all of those together holding hands and hugging each other??

It’s like they were the ones who were meant to be together and I was the one who was the outsider.

Hey Lily and May stop monopolizing her I also want to hug and cuddle with her.

Should do that too???

KYAA what am I thinking about, there are so many people here??

HUF HUF I will just apologize to her for now… wait for me Lily and May I’m also friends with her… I’ll show you how I monopolise her.

“- I’m sorry to okay…”

~~

*After the incident*

Okay, Chelsea, May and Lily are walking in front of me, smiling and being all chubby and bubbly while leaving me at the back.

I ran towards Chelsea and shouted her name…

“Chelsea!!!”

All of them being shocked looked towards me who was completely out of character.

I am gonna now finally have the chance... I'm so happy right now. Wait, what's this tears?? when did they came out? Ahh I don't care anymore...

I rushed towards her and tightly hugged her as my real emotions came out...

“I’m really sorry for what I did…”

I shouted as whatever I said was straight from my heart…I wanted to get rid of my sin.

“I never wanted to do that to you… I know I’m trash, a self-centred bitch and a stuck up brat who is not even worthy of your friendship.”

I hated myself since that day when the things went south and these thoughts have been punching my face, punishing me every time I closed my eyes.

“You are such an angel Chelsea, I will be your best friend and I will not let anyone harm you again.”

Soon I noticed that Chelsea was hugging me back which made me cry even more...

She was really an angel, she also smelled really good and looking at us Lily and May got even jealous as they shouted…

“Alice that’s not fair… We also want to hug her.”

HAA what are you saying... you had your turn... I looked at them in a teasing manner as I said

“Hey you monopolised her in the canteen now it’s my turn.”

They were both furious at what I said...hehe they are more furious due to my tongue which I showed as I hugged Chelsea more tightly.

“Not fair.”

We continued the bickering...

But I still had one concern,

I dealt with the angel but now I had to deal with the devil himself...