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Reflections of the Conflicted and Confused

Daydream

Daydream

Jul 11, 2020

I stayed overnight and woke up with a headache, but I gave Duncan a blowjob anyway because… well, he did give me free pot. That was just basic manners, right?

Duncan was in a good mood, made me breakfast, and draped himself over me as I ate, nibbling at my ears in the way he had when he’d fucked me last night. It was probably the best morning we’d ever had together, and Duncan even kept most of his smart ass comments to himself. He snaked a hand between my legs and started the preliminary procedure of administering a handjob, but I saw the clock and insisted that I needed to go to work. Normally I had the night shift, but I’d offered to take on a coworker’s shift as well, which meant I’d be spending twelve hours locked in a liquor store. To his credit, Duncan did seem disappointed that I had to leave, and I was able to talk him into a real date, though of course I didn’t call it that. The term I used was “get a drink together.” It was the same thing.

The best part was getting to kiss him before I left. Of all my wildest fantasies, the lamest one was the one that always called to me the most—being kissed on the way out the door. It was a simple thing, seemingly meaningless. But its casual nature spoke to a familiar intimacy, the knowledge that small kisses would be provided in the future, so there was no need for anything grandiose. As I got into my car, I let myself daydream a little. I imagined Duncan as my boyfriend, as my roommate, someone I got to kiss and fuck and get high with as much as I liked. It was tempting, and it entertained me all the way to work.

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you sweet, hopeless-romantic, Justin, you literally said last episode that he's mean to you and your friends. put a leash on that damn heart of yours!

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Reflections of the Conflicted and Confused
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Justin’s back at it again, “it” being drinking a little too much, trying to cobble together rent this month, and having awkward sexual encounters with strangers. Justin’s newest conquest is a Russian-speaking, cigarette-smoking bad boy that’s just another flavor of Justin’s usual type: too cool for school and completely allergic to the commitment Justin secretly craves.

However, just as Justin settles into the routine of his fast and casual lifestyle, he runs into Thad Farley: a sweet-natured boy from Alabama, a science whiz, an amateur musician, and an unabashed do-gooder. Together, they stumble into the strangest yet most sincere friendship that Justin has ever known, one that pits Justin’s old baggage against the type of person he yearns to be. Apparently an old dog can learn new tricks– and fall desperately in love with someone he doesn’t think he deserves.

Rating: M

T/W: Reference to past drug abuse and attempted suicide
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