77 episodes
Episode 1
If I Never Saw the Sun, a Novel by Jennifer de Guzman
Nov 18, 20242.5k views
Episode 2
Cast of Characters
Nov 18, 2024937 views
Episode 3
Chapter 1 - The Milton Fitzfoxes
Nov 18, 2024421 views
Episode 4
1|2
Nov 20, 2024208 views
Episode 5
1|3
Nov 20, 2024161 views
Episode 6
1|4
Nov 21, 2024299 views
Episode 7
1|5
Nov 21, 2024274 views
Episode 8
Chapter 2 - All-Ages Night
Nov 22, 2024591 views
Episode 9
2|2
Nov 22, 2024238 views
Episode 10
2|3
Nov 22, 2024261 views
Episode 11
2|4
Nov 22, 2024324 views
Episode 12
Chapter 3 - All Saints
Nov 23, 2024224 views
Episode 13
3|2
Nov 23, 2024254 views
Episode 14
3|3
Nov 23, 2024224 views
Episode 15
3|4
Nov 23, 2024343 views
Episode 16
Chapter 4 - Emergent Occasions
Nov 25, 2024219 views
Episode 17
4|2
Nov 25, 2024210 views
Episode 18
4|3
Nov 25, 2024189 views
Episode 19
Chapter 5 - The Pebble Buddha
Nov 26, 2024189 views
Episode 20
5|2
Nov 26, 2024201 views
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It’s 1980 in Milton, a British industrial town where it rarely stops raining, and the only dream that Isambard Fox—twenty-one, slender, head-full-of-books, and unapologetically ginger—has ever had is to be a rock star. In his dimly lit bedroom, Bard practices for a bright future that hardly seems possible to reach from the dreary present. His bullying father is pushing him into becoming yet another cog in the city’s industrial machine when Bard’s younger sister Cassandra—sixteen, bold, bratty, and beloved—introduces Bard to an American guitarist named Kai Harper.
Kai is unlike anyone Bard has ever known—nineteen, mixed-race (what Hawaiians like him call “hapa”), disarmingly open, and powerful in a way that even he himself doesn’t fully understand. Bard distrusts the uncanny influence that Kai seems to hold over people and resists the feelings that Kai inspires in him. But when his father’s control boils over into cruelty and puts Cassandra in danger, Bard realizes he must enlist Kai’s help. In doing so, Bard must also confront his own fear of the vulnerability inherent in revealing his true self—and his dream—to the world.
A story of love, pain, and music played out in dingy clubs, suburban bedrooms, and wet city streets, If I Never Saw the Sun features a culture-clash romance and the kind of songs that save your life.
Cover and illustrations by Xyra Brittney.
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It’s 1980 in Milton, a British industrial town where it rarely stops raining, and the only dream that Isambard Fox—twenty-one, slender, head-full-of-books, and unapologetically ginger—has ever had is to be a rock star. In his dimly lit bedroom, Bard practices for a bright future that hardly seems possible to reach from the dreary present. His bullying father is pushing him into becoming yet another cog in the city’s industrial machine when Bard’s younger sister Cassandra—sixteen, bold, bratty, and beloved—introduces Bard to an American guitarist named Kai Harper.
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A story of love, pain, and music played out in dingy clubs, suburban bedrooms, and wet city streets, If I Never Saw the Sun features a culture-clash romance and the kind of songs that save your life.
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