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tamarind

Joined Nov 2024 state of confusion

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Just your average BL enthusiast...
and nerd, artist, writer... etc.

I am a bean.

I have tiny yippy dogs.

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Google Docs, Wacom Cintiq
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tamarind
tamarind creator Sep 09
Updates are coming. 👀

New chapters will go up once a week, as always, with editing by Minerrale. ✨

New cover by this.is.ALICE.draws and new logo by Rodimus13 are up. ✨

That said, it's coming after more bad things. Lost my job, then lost my heart dog Lucy, a tiny toy poodle. I'm currently keeping myself busy working through parents' and in-laws' belongings, setting up my new office, and chasing after a 7 week old boxer pup.

If you're able to support Now Loading and this silly tamarind bean, visit the ko-fi link or drop some ink. Anything would be greatly appreciated.

With much love, the (story) end is in sight.

**Pride month art by this.is.ALICE.draws
XIK-999
XIK-999 Sep 10
love the new art! welcome back :)
tamarind
tamarind creator Sep 13
Thank you, XIK! Glad to be posting the boys' story again.
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tamarind
tamarind creator Mar 11
It has been a while.
It might be a while yet.

As I'm writing this, my mother is in hospice after a heart procedure. And I'm very torn. She is the source of my antagonist in Now Loading. The sudden drama and following events with my mother since December have left me exhausted. Now I'm struggling because... it's not how I expected this real life story to end.

Right now I feel very vulnerable. I've withdrawn from social circles, feeling like a stranger. I've chased down family for weeks to keep them updated. I've had long, difficult talks with my sibling. I've been researching medical and arguing with doctors to be heard. And we're selling a house and organizing the new house, my partner's parents' home, that they left after both passed last year. ...I miss them.

Cayden and Owen’s story isn't over. And I have more stories I want to tell. There is so much art and things to come. Please know how much your love for my fluffy boys means to me. They are my solace.

With much love, I'll be back. Quoting David Bowie, "It’s only forever, not long at all."
Ella
Ella Mar 12
I am sorry to know about your mother. I understand it is a very difficult time for you and you need time off. Please take care of yourself and your family. I hope everything works out for the best. Take care of yourself and praying for you and for your family. Stay safe.
Rodimus13
Rodimus13 Mar 12
Please take all the time you need. We are here for you.
Kris Starlight
Kris Starlight Mar 12
Sorry to hear you're going through a difficult time, and hoping you can find comfort and time for yourself to process and heal. You've accomplished so much with your writing and also organizing the cat collab, and I know myself and others will patiently support you. Take all the time you need, and hope you share more stories with us when you're ready 💜
Kadets
Kadets Mar 17
Take care, Tam. It's a difficult time to process with everything happening.
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tamarind
tamarind creator Dec 01, 2025
Need something fun?
Need some encouragement?
Need a break from the norm?

Join the Cat Distribution System community collab!

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This community collab will be open for submission until DECEMBER 31, 2025.

We will publish during the week of JANUARY 12, 2026. ALL authors and artists will be credited and linked in the Tapas published work.

Your submission must be a minimum of 250 words. These are short stories. A reasonable, Tapas-sized chapter is perfect.

You may include artwork! Have art ideas but no story? Submit your art on the 2nd form.

LMK if you have questions!

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Sign up here!
https://forms.gle/YQ34pG3u432t93Vf9

Submit your entry here!
https://forms.gle/shumgZgLunBDBdqt5

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PS, this collab is not sponsored by Tapas. It's 100% community run.
Bijou Paradise
Bijou Paradise Dec 01, 2025
What a fun idea!!
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iamnumbersyx
iamnumbersyx Nov 18, 2025
Thank you for visiting and subscribing to Vereluna!
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SaintAdel
SaintAdel May 08, 2025
Thank you so much for subscribing to Catharsis. I'm such a fan of your work.
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RavenRose124
RavenRose124 Apr 16, 2025
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tamarind
tamarind creator Apr 14, 2025
Hey everyone! Thank you so much for supporting Now Loading this Inksgiving! We just hit goal 2, QA session, so if you have any questions about Cayden, Owen, or one of the side characters, the story itself, etc. ask away!

PS Thank you for reading the announcement! I don't want to bombard anybody with notifications!
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Aj
Aj Mar 07, 2025
I think I’m obsessed with you know
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tamarind
tamarind creator Feb 24, 2025
Hello!
First, a HUGE thank you for supporting my work, Now Loading. 🥰
It makes me feel all warm and fluffy that you're here.

Next, it's the last day to vote in The Inkies! If you already voted, thank you! There are so many amazing stories so I hope you'll check them out. If you haven't voted yet, please consider voting for Now Loading... 💛🧡❤

https://www.creators.tapas.io/the-inkies

And finally, would you be interested in a Now Loading Ask Me Anything? Drop your questions below!
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TheChosenGiraffe
TheChosenGiraffe Jan 12, 2025
Thanks for subscribing to Atrophy of the Eternal Forest! I hope you enjoy the story <3
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